¶Friday, August 31, 2007¶
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Printed some scores from the movie Secret last night and this afternoon.. Ah.. So nice but difficult.. I was trying to play the song Secret and after dunno how long, i only manage to play 3bars for both hands.. Hmph..
¶Thursday, August 30, 2007¶
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Finally prelims is here.. This doesn't mean i'm well prepared for it k?? It simply mean i wanna get over with this nightmare as soon as possible.. A'Level is no fun game to play.. Its frightening, tiring, exhausting and etc etc.. How was my paper today?? U all wanna know?? If yes then continue reading if not, there's nothing else below other then how my paper was today.. Haha.. Well well.. I didn't expect the paper to turn out this way.. I was actually planning to score for paper 1 and fail for paper 2 as usual BUT it seems like its going to be the other way round.. Paper 1 was a horror.. I chose the only question i thought i could do.. Should scientific research be restricted in any way?? End up, i dunno whether i wrote out of point.. sigh sigh.. Paper 2 was quite a good paper.. Its about happiness.. This is the first time i enjoy paper 2 so much.. haha.. Couldn't finish it though.. Mrs Chai came to invigilate me and one of the question told me to give the meaning of the italicize phrases and i couldn't differentiate the normal from the italisize so i asked Mrs Chai to tell me which are e italicise words.. After the paper, she told me my writing speed is still so slow.. haha.. She said it would help me in my science papers if i write faster.. She asked me to go get a doctor's letter saying that those italicise words need to be underlined for me during A'Levels.. Ok i will..
Took bus to Bukit Batok interchange after my paper with CaiYu..
Hey girl, you're much cheerful now..
The caiyu i know is back..
Yeah!! So happy.. :-)
¶Wednesday, August 29, 2007¶
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Whee!! Snickers is also my favourite chocolate neh.. Hee
I got GP Prelims tomorrow.. Hee Hee.. All the best to me k??
Everybody wish me all the best.. Whee!!
Snickers
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Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.
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This doesn't look appealing to me.. Hmm..
You Are Lemon Meringue Pie
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You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet
Those who like you have well refined tastes
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For this, I think only the first paragraph is quite accurate
You Have a Choleric Temperament
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You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
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¶Monday, August 27, 2007¶
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He's Absolutely Committed to You!
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Your guy is committed to you, as if you were already married
And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him
While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out
If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon
So start secretly planning your wedding
It may happen sooner than you think!
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Your Personality Profile
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You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.
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Your Hidden Talent
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You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
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You Are 50% Weird
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Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!
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You're an Expert Kisser
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You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable
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I fail as a lady
You Are 28% Lady
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You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.
And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.
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Is this true ah Guys??
Men See You As Choosy
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Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait
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¶Sunday, August 26, 2007¶
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I wonder what has happened to the 17percent.. HaHaHa..
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure |
You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed |
| You Are 36% Emo |
You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy. |
¶Saturday, August 25, 2007¶
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I'm so happy today.. I went for tuition and while Muo Wei was teaching me, a girl came to ask me,"LiJuan, ni hai ji de wo ma?" it means Lee Juan, Do u still remember me.. Guess who was it?? She say,"wo shi Wan Ying" which means I'm Wan Ying.. Wang Ying is my AI choir friend.. We performed at NDP, SYF and some other perfromances together.. After we left AI, we lost contact.. Its great seeing her again.. Ah!!! Miss u lots lots.. :-) She is in NTU doing Environmental Engineering.. Might be joing this tution group as a tutor.. :-) So So happy..
Went for piano lessons after that.. Yeah!! Finish learning my sad song le.. Nicy nicy.. Next time i play for u all kk?? Hopefully i can play it with the correct mood..
Was caught in the rain a little today.. I feel so happy.. I just burst out laughing.. The feeling is really great..
Overall, i've had a great great great day.. :-)
¶Friday, August 24, 2007¶
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ISorry to hurt u accidentally.. That seat will be yours in future k??
Went to meet di di and Julian at Kathib after school.. We went to eat CXhee Chong Fan.. Yummy Yummy.. Walk walk a while then go and meet Mrs Hung and Jason to talk about M-way thing le.. I am keen on joining leh.. haha..
DiDi is asking me if we could be together.. He said being Jie Di is more fun today but why he still say wanna be together leh?? He said 60percent of his feelings for me is still as a girlfriend.. Oops.. sigh..
Another guy told me to consider yesterday.. I dunno i dunno..
What should i do??
¶Thursday, August 23, 2007¶
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Oo.. The friendster person seems to be a girl.. She said she's taking Physics, math and Chem too.. Exactly the same combi as me.. She say she's not attending any private school but all her pictures shows her in CJC uniform.. Oo..
Juan is becoming more and more like a zombie as e days to A'Levels get closer.. Juan is also becoming a more and more notorious student.. Hmmm..
¶Wednesday, August 22, 2007¶
I was checking through my email and saw that i have a new friendster message from some K person.. I was wondering who this is so i went to my Friendster to check my message la.. This is what this person say la.. I don't even know if this sender is a male or a female lor..
He said his name i Kalvin(a guy's name) and he need my help.. He says he is taking private A'Level this year and wants the revision/exam papers that my school provides la.. He also said that he found my friendster as he went to search for Millennia institute and we are the only people who is doing the old syllabus.. He didn't tell me what subject he's doing but he said if i'm willing to help him, he can collect the things from me outside my school.. Oops.. Sounds scary right?? Hmmm..
¶Monday, August 20, 2007¶
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Woke up with a bad pain on my corn yesterday and today.. Sigh Sigh.. Haiz.. So painful..
During Home Tutor period today, someone come to talk about Global citizenship.. Dunno why the speaker keep singing songs lor.. Think she a bit mental.. But something she sang hit me slightly.. Something about butterfly girl.. :-)
If i can fly, I wanna be a butterfly..
If i live in the water, i wanna be a dolphin..
If i'm on land, i wanna be me, myself and no one else.. hahaha..
Just some craps.. SmileS..
¶Saturday, August 18, 2007¶
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I really really need the waters.. I miss swimming very much.. Think at this stage, only swimming or going to Tioman can save me and pull me out of this pain and misery.. Didn't expect myself to be so weak like now.. Feel like crying so often.. Especially when i'm alone or listening to songs or watching a movie.. Haiz..
Was doing math with Caiyu over the phone this morning.. Hmm.. cannot do 1 Combination question.. Hmph.. Thought i was quite good at it le lor.. I need more practice..
Went to explain some piano things to Hon Choon today at Toa Payoh.. Wa JinFeng and Hon Choon both got good phones lor.. Use for 8months then JinFeng say she wanna change phone cos use till sian le.. I'm using mine for a year plus le lor.. hahaha.. Yeah!! I'm almost finishing my sad Richard Claydermon song le.. Went at quite a fast speed today as its something similar to the front part.. haha.. Yeah Yeah!!
¶Friday, August 17, 2007¶
Inted to study in the school library today de.. But is was so noisy as some people sitting behind me were talking and talking and talking.. Sigh.. Went home and did nothing in the end.. Sigh.. Wasted a whole good day to study..
On the way home when i was in 812, my carrier topple and some of my books fell out.. I didn't know i did not pick up one small book and an aunty told me i have not picked up something under the chair.. I still cannot see it.. Ahyoz.. In the end, an uncle pick up and put on my chair.. Ahyoz.. So paiseh.. Hmph..
Have been so tired this few days.. Can knock off anytime.. hahaha..
¶Thursday, August 16, 2007¶
♥Its been so long since. . .♥
Ain't this song niCe?? I like one sentence.. My love beyond love paradise.. So romantic.. hahaha..
So cute.. Mr Ivan Lim sang some National Day songs like This is where I'd rather Be and Home during GP lesson and part of e class sang along.. hahaha..
Was talking to HuiLing in the library till quite late today.. Its been so long since i talk to her this muCh.. Nice chat with her.. Shared a bit of our feelings.. Yeah!! Got people to go with me to New Creation Church one day le.. Yeah Yeah Yeah!!
Its been so long since i fall asleep on my way home in my mother's car..
Its been so long since i ate in the school canteen..
Its been so long since i bathe in hot water..
Its been so long since my heart was so calm..
All this its been so long since happen today.. Its been so long since. . .
¶Wednesday, August 15, 2007¶
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Was in the school library for almost e whole day today.. It feels so cold today.. Is it because of the whether or e coldness of my heart today?? So sorry if i cause any unhappiness to anyone.. The last thing i like on this earth is to be accused.. I remember e last time i was accused was by one of my PE teacher when i was at the Toh Tuck campus.. I passed my Napha but my friends failed.. I joined my friend for conditioning as i couldn't play all e ball games and he said I am slowing my friends down.. My friend thought he was saying her as she wasn't looking at him when he was lecturing us as she hated him to the core.. She was looking at the ground playing with her shoes during the lecture.. I held my tears back till i went back to class.. hahaha.. Lucky i had very nice classmates to cheer me up.. :-) However i wasn't accuse by my friend ever since i left Primary school.. I hate myself when i get angry with small things.. I shouldn't be so angry i know.. Calm down Juan.. smiles!!
Had a chem test on Organic and Environmental Chem today.. Mrs Chai says we need to get at least 15/50 otherwise, she'll call our parents.. I dunno if i'm lucky enough to meet her criteria.. Hopefully la.. Will keep my fingers crossed.. haha..
¶Tuesday, August 14, 2007¶
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Early morning wake up and saw something shocking.. I'll not let this affect me too much though.. Its up to people whether they wanna believe me or not.. This is a test to distinguish between those who believe me and those who don't.. I won't say too much..
So niCe.. My father came to pick me from school today.. Part of the journey home was raining.. I feel less stress in the rain.. hahaha.. Why ah?? I like that feeling.. Water horoscope always like water.. I miss the familiar waters..
¶Monday, August 13, 2007¶
I'm very clumsy today.. After coming down from my mother's car in the morning, i drop one of my shoe because i trip oer a step.. Ahyoz.. Then in the library, walking on straight carpeted ground, i almost trip and fall also.. After Chem, when i was walking to the library from the container classroom, i trip over e drain cover and almost fell again.. Ahyoz.. Why so clumsy today..
Why can't guys and girls just be friend??
Di Di say cos cannot be too close otherwise will have love feeling..
Zahier says it feels weird..
Why so difficult to be friend meh??
Mr Ivan Lim is so bad.. Keep on immitating YuSheng during GP today.. He imitate his coughing and other sounds he make.. So bad..
¶Sunday, August 12, 2007¶
Watch a bit of The Ring last night with my mother and brother.. Thought it was very scary but it wasn't.. Was so bored of it that i stop watching after a while to talk to di di.. Hmm..Sin
gapore is back to summer.. The weather today is horrible.. Everyone in the family is perspiring.. Ahyoz.. So uncomfortable..
I still couldn't sleep well at night.. My legs and shoulders are feeling so stiff because of e lack of sleep.. Ahyoz..
My corn is much smaller now.. hee hee..
¶Saturday, August 11, 2007¶
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Ah!! I should have tied myself to a chair this morning at home.. Di Di ask me out for a movie.. I went.. Just the 2 of us.. For the sake of Secret, I gave in.. Sigh.. Shouldn't have gone.. We didn't argue leh.. I told him not to be late otherwise, i'll go home.. Then who knows, I was slightly late but he was 10min early.. When i was at Kathiib Platform, he is already at AMK.. haha.. Di Di ah Di Di..
After movie, we went to Toa Payoh Christofori to rent a studio and stayed in there from 4.30 to 5.30.. He go home and i go for my lesson.. I told my teacher i like sad songs.. So, She taught me a Richard Clayderman song which is quite sad.. I only learn e first part today.. Teacher say we can complete e song after 2 more lesson.. Play for u all to hear one day k?? My emotion for sadness is very good de.. Hee Hee.. Mummy came to pick me after piano.. :-)
¶Friday, August 10, 2007¶
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Today, i'm still getting use to this new feeling.. Although we are only friends now, he still wanna go out with me alone.. Di Di ask me to go for lunch and movie with him alone today.. I didn't wanna reply or answer any calls but until evening, i still msg him.. End up, he call me and still didn't turn out well.. What to do?? Can we adapt ourselves to this new feeling??
I went to school to study today.. So niCe.. The library is quiet but super cold.. I left at 1plus while JY styed till around 3 i think.. After school, i went to Bishan to buy thing before coming home..
Di Di, sinCe u think 2 person go out is sian, we can go out as a group in future.. Together with all your Jie Jie.. More people more fun ma..
Sigh.. I think i need people to be with me for e time being.. Cannot be alone.. Was so stress that i just lie on bed to cry yesterday and didn't go for the family picnic.. Sigh..
¶Thursday, August 9, 2007¶
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Its not easy to pull myself out of this.. But i need to come out of this.. Its hurting me at times but It will be alright soon..
Turned on the TV and saw Mr World.. Wow.. A lot of the men had good qualifications or talents.. One of those who had a greater impression was the one who speaks 5 languages.. Cool..
Knock out immediately after Mr World ended.. Fell asleep on the one seater sofa with my head tilted to the left and went over to the 2 seater one to continue sleeping after a while.. Was awoken by a small boy called Lionel.. hahaha.. I was so tired before i sleep as i couldn't sleep well at night for many nights.. My brain just wouldn't rest.. I'm always half asleep and half awake.. So So tired.. Its been quite some time since i got the a good sleep..
Sigh.. Di Di say 2 person go out sian.. Next time as long as is me and him, i don't wanna go le.. U all must help me to keep my words ok??
I can do it!!!
¶Wednesday, August 8, 2007¶
Sankaree bluff JY and I.. She did not turn up in school today.. Wore my brother's red billabong shirt.. haha.. Ahdam say its niCe.. Watched some marching at e stadium, Go to e centre stage for a video and went to hall for Performance and Sing a long session.. Eh.. Yusheng can sing quite well leh.. So Cute..
Went home to bathe before going out to meet Pat at AMK control.. When i was on the bus to North Point, an aunty was talking to either her son or her daughter through her handphone.. She said something which makes me think that, somewhere in Singapore, a gangfight of 6 against 3 must have broken out today.. Must be somewhere near one of e cinemas.. hahaha.. Think e aunty and her family are all gangsters according to what i heard.. ahhaha..
Meet Pat, buy tickets for Secret but got Rush Hour instead.. Go eat Mos Burger and went to Mini toones.. Wa.. Pat buy so much sweets.. After di di come then we know our ticket was Rush Hour de lor.. Lucky di di can see..
Ah!! Secret is such a great movie.. Didn't expect e story to be something of this sort.. Was so touched and couldn't stop crying.. Dots.. I wanna watch it again!!
¶Tuesday, August 7, 2007¶
In my opinion, beinG a guy homosapeon is so muCh easier than being a female one.. Guys are able to take up and let go of a relationship without muCh difficulty.. They recover after a break up very quickly and is ready to go after another girl onCe e horn is blown.. However if there is a next life, would i wanna be a guy?? I don't think so.. Although there are good points being a guy, being a girl has its benefits too.. :-) Girls can act cute all they wan but guys can't.. hahaha.. So guys!! Don't change your good habits towards your cute girlfriend k?? Must keep up with e good habits such as sending your girlfriend home, being honest to her, give her lots of care and love her as much as u can ok ok??
Today, I laugh alot.. Serhan and RommanCe came to sit with JY, Sankaree and I in e library during Self Study today.. Serhan is such a joker la.. He says things which makes us laugh without knowing it would make us laugh.. hahaha..
Today, I sneeze alot too.. Think someone is really missing me alot ba.. hahaha.. Since math which was e first 2 period, i've been sneezing till the consultation period in the afternoon.. SneeZe SneeZe SneeZe to the extend that JY say i look like i just cried and Ahdam ask me why am I crying.. hahaha.. Not crying la.. :-)
¶Sunday, August 5, 2007¶
Yesterday, Di Di and Juan ended e game.. I know Di Di love me more than I love him but I cannot go on le.. If ever there is a chanCe in future then lets consider but for now, lets just concentrate on our studies ok di di?? I won't be so easily angry and find so many fault with you if we just be friends again.. No matter what happens, we'll still be friends at least..
Bought a new Jeans shorts from Chong Pang today.. It is suppose to be $33.. But after some bargaining, we manage to get it at $28.. :-)
¶Friday, August 3, 2007¶
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Stupid di di today because wanna choose present for his friend to go chase girl then put me at second place.. OK lor.. Never mind.. Actually tell him i don't wanna meet him le.. I lose my way also will find my way to Cristofori.. Just reach AMK hub then out of no where pop out.. After my piano exam then i forgive him.. What have i done during e exam?? I made a mess of it again.. Can pass i happy le la.. Came home after exam..
¶Thursday, August 2, 2007¶
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Hmmm.. What have i done today??
Oh yea.. Mr Ivan Lim(my GP tutor) revise Crime and Punishment with us today.. He told us about e yellow ribbon project and why it is called Yellow Ribbon instead of any other colours.. Its a cool story.. It is because of a convict who does not know whether he's family will accept him after his release from prison.. So he wrote a letter to his wife saying,"Tie a yellow Ribbon round the old Oak tree" in front of their house.. If he see e yellow ribbon, he will know he's forgiven and would be accepted by e family.. But if he doesn't, he'll board e bus and forget about "us".. Its a real story k?? hahaha..
Went for piano lesson today.. Di Di came to accompany me while i practice piano.. I practice for at least 2hrs today leh.. Never in my live have i ever practice so hard.. But would it make any difference in the results i'll get if i only practice hard last minute?? hahaha.. Di Di bought Cherry Chocolate for Juan today.. It did not taste as good as what we have tasted e first time.. :-( Yeah!! Di Di, u owe me a butterfly oh.. Julian, u owe me a star, a Rainbow and a cloud oh.. :-)
All the beSt for youR exam tomoRRow Juan!!
Gam ba dei!!
Ahyoz, last night, one of my swimming friend ask me to be his girlfriend when he already has a girlfriend i according to him.. He asked me via SMS.. Ha Ha Ha. . . Didn't expect such a thing to happen lor.. He some sort like wan me to teach him how to handle relationship and say only hold his girlfriend's hand once and that one time is she ask him to hold de.. Wa.. Don't like guys who already have girlfriend still ask other girls to be his girlfriend.. :-( Hmph.. Say what if i give him a chance, he also wanna be my boyfriend.. So is i never give him chance la?? He never ask me before ma.. Crazy..
¶Wednesday, August 1, 2007¶
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Yesterday, Mr Soh gave me a card to cut queue in my school canteen called e Priority Service card.. Said only 2 person in our school has this card.. But Caiyu and Zahier both know about this card leh.. So who is e other one besides me who is getting it??
Today, my Principal Mr Tan announced about this card to e school and said only 2 person has it.. Zahier said he has it so is Zahier and me who has e card.. Think Caiyu don't have because she doesn't buy food in e canteen.. :-) Ahyoz, today is so cold, i didn't bring my jacket and was shivering in e library.. Thought it won't be so cold so didn't bring my woolly jacket.. However. . . Brrrrr
Mr Tan also mentioned about a Korean who was held hostige at Uphganistan at e moment.. Ahyoz.. He was there to provide aid to them and is now being held as hostige.. Sigh.. Heard that they are negotiating to exchange e hostiges with e prisoners they have held.. Hope no innocent blood will be shed this time.. :-(
