¶Saturday, September 8, 2007¶
Although it has been 5.5 years since we last contact, i still misses him.. My inner self is still wishing that one day, we'll meet again.. I remember the first time we met.. His school, RI invited my school, SSVH for an outing to East Coast Park.. 12 RI guys were in charge of 4 girls including me from my class.. Hence, 3guys were in charge of taking care of me.. One of them was him.. Lets call him J.. The leader of the 12guys asked who wants to cycle me.. J volunteered and that was the first time i noticed him.. We cycled for some time, having lots of fun and happy memories.. We had lunch after cycling and every student from my primary school had a card made by the guys who was in charge of taking care of.. I received a card which was e nicest of all my peers.. There wer sea shells, flowers and nice fragrance on the card which J made for me.. Inside were his particulars and a poem he has written.. It was many years later when i contacted him again.. Is it very dumb? But after the day we met, i couldn't stop thinking of him.. We chatted over the phone and he invited me to his school's concert.. He said many sweet words to me, cared and showed concern towards me.. But, after the concert, he stop contacting me.. Was it because he asked to send me home after the concert but i rejected or was it because my cousin came along with me for the concert or is it because all he wanted was for me to buy tickets for the concert.. I dunno.. Whats the reason for the sudden change in our relationship, i dunno.. You might say, but i can contact him if he doesn't contact me? Hmm.. Think i tried contacting him through SMS a few times but there was no reply i think.. Couldn't really remember now.. The card he gave me 8 years ago, is missing.. Think my mother threw it away or something.. I remember being mad at my mother for throwing away the card but not sure if its a dream or reality.. The stuff toy he has given to me on March 9 2002 is still with me.. I love it very much.. Today, i started missing him all of a sudden and felt that we'll meet again.. Will i meet my first love again? Hmmm..
