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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Fear


This afternoon, around 1.45 or 2pm, I was at my void deck on the way to photocopy something.. I felt the drizzle even under the shelter of my void deck so I decided to U-turn back home to take an umbrella.. When e lift door was about to close, a guy came in and started calling me when e lift started moving.. He is a bit short toungue, slightly taller than me and wearing quite a dark coloured T-shirt.. I didn't respond to his call e first few times but when i turn to look at him, he asked if i can speak Mandarin in Mandarin.. I replied, yes why? in Mandarin.. The whole conversation is in Mandarin.. He said,"Can I be a girl?" I said,"no"

Mad:Why?
Juan:Because u are not a girl
Mad:But I'm asking u, if it's possible, can i be a girl?
Juan:I dunno. Go and ask e doctor
Mad:If e doctor says can, can i cut it off?
Juan:I am rushing sorry i dunno
Mad:I want to know if i can be a girl

When e lift reached 11storey, the storey i live in, he followed me out of the lift.. I went back into the lift and he pressed the button, preventing the lift door from closing from outside e lift and kept talking.. I walked out and walked down the stairs and make a detour back home, making sure nobody is following me.. I was so frightened.. I couldn't call anyone as my phone was jam coincidently.. Till now i'm still feeling very very frighten.. I should not have responded him.. My mother says if i ever meet such a person again, tell him to go away using a fierce tone.. Haiz.. JunYing also says that i should not be so soft when i meet such a person.. I should be more man..

I have learned my lesson..
A frightened girl does not know what to do..


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Juan
7:03 PM






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